STOPPING AT MY 800TH POST.

IT'S TIME FOR A CHANGE: CLICKCLICK (haha the mocca ad)


Such a looooong day today and i'm extremely beat.

5.45am: Woke up to my alarm, started panicking because i dont have any travel declaration form (just so you know, without a declaration form, you won't be allowed into the examination hall)

5.50am: smsed anybody i could think of, rui zhi, yiwen, huisian.... + brushing my teeth and washing up

5.55am: Switched on my laptop and found the travel declaration form on the CJ website

6.00am: Switched on my computer and printed it out

6.05am: Ate my bread, read more notes (although i know it doesn't help but it helps in calming me down)

6.20am: After some hustling and bustling my dad finally drove me to school

7.00am: Reached school, took our temperatures and proceeded to the canteen for more revision. (Although we were not studying because we were chatting endlessly...)

7.35am: Got called and proceeded up to the Auditorium.


7.55am: Said our prayers and the exam started.


8.50am: Ended my first essay and began on my second one...


9.35am: Ended my second essay and began on my third one...


10.25am: Ended my third essay and began my fourth...


11.00am: Die time's up.


Okay i am so lazy and tired to continue but yes i can't believe i actually wrote 4 essays in 3 hours it's still an achievement whether i fail or not!

All in all today i took my exam in the morning, had the photoshoot in the afternoon and went for class at night. I should've just wrote this sentence instead of the timeline above in the first place. I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS TIRED BEFORE I WAS OUT AND RUNNING THE WHOLEEE ENTIRE DAY.


I KNOW, ALL I CAN DO NOW IS TO RELAX AND BREATHE RIGHT. TWO MORE DAYS TO HISTORY EXAM WHERE DID ALL THE TIME GO?! 4 ESSAYS IN 3 HOURS I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH. ( Like how?! 2 essays' enough to kill me and now it's twice the amount and twice the time. Everybody say wtffffffff )

okay done. I'm outta here.



I think i am a hermit. If not, i'm probably turning into one soon. Olivia is my fellow hermit friend.




Our initial plan was to hit the town for the sake of doreen & her GSS but because poor Peiwen wasn't feeling well, we had to cancel the plan. Met doreen and shopped for Pei's present at JP and she couldn't think of anything to get so we got alot of tidbits and went to her house. Thoughtful, aren't we? You bet. HAHAHA okay so PEIWEN was soooo touched when she saw us at her doorstep and the moment we stepped foot into her house we..... played mahjong. I HU-ED once okay!

Okay anyway happy birthday wenxzxz you're 17 now :) Do you feel yourself aging?









































Happy birthday!


Love you guys. Forever.



/edit i typed this post yesterday but was too lazy to post this up. Okay back to decolonization zzz.

Hi everybody. It's 3.40pm now and i'm still lying on my bed with my SEA notes in one hand, highlighter in the other, laptop on my lap and mentos lime mint in my mouth. My hair is in an unbelievable mess and my eyeballs are popping out of their sockets. My history exam is next friday and i've been spending every living day and night reading+memorising+assuring myself i will do fine+eating+watching endless amount of television programmes+using my laptop+going to the toilet to relieve myself+convincing myself that i will do fine( which of course, is not going happen because at the rate i'm procrastinating i'm sure i'll end up in deep shit). I'm not entirely slacking though, still studying (check: SEA notes in my hand).

Recently some of my friends are falling so head over heels in love they don't quite seem like themselves anymore. I don't like it when i know nothing about love and i can't help them for that matter. I hate feeling helpless. Sometimes i wish i know how they feel. Sometimes i wish there's somebody tugging at my heartstrings, somebody to offer me solutions to my neverending problems, somebody to just share a little laugh with me, or even somebody to quarrel with me over silly/ controversial issues and make up afterthat. Yet sometimes i want some quality time to myself, sometimes i only want to listen to my own heart, sometimes... i feel good when i'm classified as "single", not a "couple".

I know all these will come very soon. I just have to wait and see what heaven has in store for me. Meanwhile..... History comes first. Byebye!





Life is too short for you to kick up a big fuss, drown yourself in sorrow, throw daggers at people... anything but happy.






Go me.